say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in

Welcome May! I didn't ask for you, but here you are. So welcome.
I'm back in Vienna (after 2 weeks). It feels so good to be back and at the same time it's awful. I struggled with myself the last days and ended up in an emotional breakdown where I refused to leave the bed for a day. Only MIKA and Twitter were allowed to stay with me.
Anyway, my life is crap, who cares. I was scared of the train ride, but it turned to be one of the best train rides in a while (despite the fact that I had to run through half of the train to find a working toilet. I'm glad I found one. I'm not the person who likes to pee into a bottle). There weren't any interesting people to observe on the train this time, so I killed the 2.5 hour train ride with MIKA (can't stop listening) and looking out of the window. What I saw? 1 BIG bird, 1 pheasant, 1 cat, 2 rabbits and 18 cows. WIN!
It even got better in Vienna. Down to the subway. So many people from other countries. A young woman who made the sign of the cross before she ate her pizza. A group of nerds. etc. That's what I missed. That's what I like about Vienna.

I feel like I'm back to normal. Back to the scary, scary normal...

 (what i wore today. dang. ignore the wet spot. i can't drink. not even water. :/ okay. i know. now you're so NOT ignoring the spot.)

 (that's how i pack. skirts. candy. a picture i colored. i freaked out today and mom gave me this picture to color to calm me down. it helped.)

(this is so pretty. a rose on the rails. traveling by train has good sides. you find things like that.)

May is also the month of my blog anniversary. Two years OutsideIntoLife. I can't believe it. I still don't have any ideas of how to celebrate. :/ I'll think about it later. I have better things to think about right now. 

Like: I need a birthday card for Hank! DFTBA.

Note #01: Post title taken from the song Any Other World - MIKA.