This post comes to you in three parts.

No outfit post today. Instead I'm going to ramble around while I'm sneezing the life out of my body. A cold? Nope. Allergy. Allergies should be banned.

1. I started a workout program yesterday. The Tracy Anderson Dance Cardio Workout.
I chose this one because it includes dancing and I LOVE dancing. Dancing has always been an important part of my life. I started with ballet when I was 5. And I did ballet and hip hop on and off ever since then.
I stopped dancing (and any other sport or physical activity than walking) last May and I miss it so much. When I figure out what to do this fall I'll probably take dance lessons again (some sort of dancing...don't know what).
I started with the Dance Cardio Workout yesterday and I love it. But it's difficult. You have to learn quite a lot moves and they are not easy. When she explained the first choreography step by step I stood there and thought "What the hell is she doing???". And when she danced it as fast as it should be danced for the songs I thought I'd never get this.
But today I managed to learn two choreographies (with a few weak points) and I almost died while dancing. I was super exhausted and I didn't know that that ENTIRE human body can sweat.

2. I don't know if you heard about that, it's June. ;)
June in Austria means a lot of holidays. Thursday was a holiday. Next Sonday+Monday is a holiday and there's another holiday the week after that. For those of you who don't know it, Austria has a lot of holidays. We have them all the time. And schools/university/stores are closed on holidays. Fun :)
So, next weekend is Pentecost and my mom had the great idea to go to Italy over the weekend if the weather is nice.
I got really excited when I heard that. I so hope that the weather is nice. I need vacation. I need the beach. I need the ocean. I need to get out of here. Please!
Sadly the weather forecast isn't that good. They predict quite a lot of rain and also the temperature is falling.
I really hope that they'll predict better weather soon.
I haven't been on vacation in a while and I have to get out of here and see something other than Vienna and my hometown.

3. I started to see a life coach every week. I've been there for the first time last week and it felt so good afterwards. I was there again yesterday and this time I felt terrible. I don't know what's going on.
Over the last couple of months I had days (or let's say nights) when I suddenly got really angry, mad and depressed. The last time I had this was about a month ago. But yesterday I had it again. It was awful.
Most of the time when I have such "attacks" I start to hate everything and most of the time it's something from the internet, which is easy to explain, because the internet is my life (there aren't many other things in my life than the internet). Yesterday I was tempted to delete my whole internet presence.
Thanks goodness I didn't.
The problem is, that I don't know what to think about this. Why do I have a life coach when it makes me feel depressed? And why do I want to delete my internet life? The place I love so much. The place where I have friends and I feel at home. This doesn't make sense to me...

I hope you have a lovely weekend. Bye.