working chaos

THIS WEEK:

prevailing feeling: 

first half: let's Hank answer this for me...

giant squid of anger. {via.}

reason: i felt sick. and problems all over the place. so many problems. 

second half: fantastic.

fear: future. to lose friends.

success: finally cleaned my room. 

best day of the week: they all had their good and bad sides. all in all every single one was awesome.

constantly listened: friday. tuesday. if you know what i'm talking about.
amount: friday: about 4 times. tuesday: about 60 times. i even bought it! tuesdy not friday.
watched: started with Friends season 5. also watched The Lovely Bones. totally recommend this one. and Letters to Juliet. i honestly enjoyed it and now i wonder what's wrong with me. 
productive: filmed the Q&A vlog. not edited yet. i hope the material i have is any good.
need: new camera/cam corder/whatever. money. some time abroad.

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a note from shaynie to her brother i found in my room. 

how did it get there....

read: a few chapters of The Catcher in the Rye. i want to get through this so bad. i turned into a slow reader, that's why it takes me so long to finish books. years ago i would have finished books like that in one day. i miss these days :(
to finish: The Colour of Magic by Terry Prachett and The Secret Garden by someone whose name is to complicated to remember.
to read: Reckless by Cornelia Funke and The Orange Girl by Jostein Gaarder (re-read)
journal: still no journaling. can you believe it? three weeks. there's seriously something wrong with me.
you know...: that you spend too much time on twitter when you want to use hashtags in emails.

thanks to: people and bad music.